Tadaima

March 8, 2010 at 12:08 am | Posted in Updates | 10 Comments
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I’m back. I actually took 1 week off from work. I almost had a nervous break down from all that stress going around when I was at the Hong Kong office. I never want to do that again. It made me actually think if I should continue working like this. I’ve always wanted to start a business on my own. A business I like. I used to dream about having my own restaurant or bakery. I don’t know if its still possible with all the stuff I’m going through right now.

Doing all that work in Hong Kong made me realize that I really need to do something that I love. I may have liked making websites for client from the beginning but now I realize that it was just a passing fancy. I want something that will actually make me at ease not worrying about someone’s problems for a change and start worrying about my own. Sigh… I remember a friend from 3 years ago saying something about this. That our dreams “are just fairy tales”. They happen to a few lucky/blessed ones while the rest of us gets screwed over and that’s just life.

Anyway, going to work again tomorrow. I hope I can catch up to my gaming (Pangya) and Anime once again. I’ve missed so much… sigh…

And yes I’ve been doing a LOT of sleep this past week. Sometimes 10 hours straight lol. I’ve also changed the header to a more lazy Saber. The very thing I’m feeling right now. Lol. Ja~

Deprived, distressed, delirious…

February 15, 2010 at 10:58 pm | Posted in Updates, Whatever | 7 Comments
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Work has taken a toll on me. I feel like grabbing a sword and just slashing at the clients at work who do nothing but nag, nag, nag and nag all day wanting this and that and whatever. I’m still here in Hong Kong and I’m not happy. I’ll be going back to Singapore on the 26th and hopefully by then, I can get some rest and probably a long vacation.

I’m so caught up in my work that when I return to the hotel, I’m so tired that I can’t even go on my laptop to blog, play pangya or even watch any of the latest Anime episodes. Sigh…

Oh well, just blogging to remind everyone out there that I’m still alive, and sane. (God knows how long…)

Durarara – 3: Change or not?

January 23, 2010 at 4:43 pm | Posted in Anime, Durarara | 6 Comments
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av2How fitting that the underlying theme of this episode of Durarara sort of reflects my current situation.

Simon may look like a simple harmless guy but he seems to have a certain wisdom in him. The sort of wisdom that only a person of his experience would ever know.

It’s interesting how Anime like this can touch and inspire the little things in me. I’m in Hong Kong right now actually. It’s a new city (though I’ve been here twice in the past), with new opportunities and stuff that makes me want to get away from it all. Aside from being alone and swamped with work (I’m on a business trip with my boss), I guess Anime / Manga is the only thing I can fall back to.

Spoiler Warning: Yada yada yada…

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Taking a break and letting it all out

January 15, 2010 at 2:10 pm | Posted in From the Heart, Pangya, Whatever | 10 Comments
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koohnewyeararin6gdI guess I got tired and burned out of Pangya again. This happened 2 years ago to me and I ended up leaving the game until recently. So that I won’t have to be too burned out I’ve decided to be semi-active, indefinitely. I may be playing from time to time to satisfy my urge, but much less frequent.

Things have been too hectic lately and I’m starting to think about too much in my life. There comes a stage in life when girls start to think of what they want in the future. That nagging thought of always following your dream but in the end, had to make a compromise just to get by. Dreams are dreams after all because they don’t happen in real life.

Warning: Wall of text if you hit the jump. 2 hours of sleep and “that time of the month" hormones going crazy. Went home early from the office since I still feel like crap. I’ll prolly make a fool of myself in this post but what the heck. I badly needed to let this out. Sigh.

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